Why ?

Hey ~ Btw I just can't accept the fate that God give to me ~ I can't smile for all my day.. I can't understand why my life being like this ?? Why I can't happy like anyone else ?? Why I can't feel n have A TRUE LOVE ?? Why why n why ??? I keep asking myself ?? Why God you give me a test like this ??? I just want a happinesS in my life ! Thats all :'( But why I can't even have all that ?? I can't get what I want .. I can't get A TRUE LOVE ..I can't get a happiness in my life ~~ WHY GOD ?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? Please God Im not storng to being truth this all ~~ Please Im Begging u ~~ :'( :'( :'( My life Just full of  tears

this is true ! :'(

Yeah :'((